Thursday, February 18, 2010

hate that feeling

Something's not right.
I'm starting to feel that everything is a facade.
Everything seems so fake.
I'm starting to dislike families.
I don't trust in families anymore.
Or maybe I'm just envious.

I'm numbed.
Very numbed.
I wanna push myself.
But there's a stone stuck somewhere.
And it just won't give way!

I hate it. I just don't like it.
I've made my stand clear.

I hate it when you online, your conversations centered around that topic.
I have to talk to you only because I have to - because it's only respectful to do so.
Every time your conversation pops up, it's about me going over.
Stop telling me how much you want me over and not leaving me here.
I'm happy here! And I know I won't be there!

Don't impose your expectations on me.
Living to your expectations will only make me regret not doing what I want to do!
But then again, is it all worth living for?

Posted by Unknown at 12:48 AM

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